I think I understand love?

I don't know, I've been thinking a little lately. Love is complicated. I think if two people are in love, they want to spend time together. They lay aside certain times to enjoy eachother's company, go on dates....just spend time together. I don't know if I've ever really experienced love. I feel like sometimes I put too much effort into the current relationship I am in . I feel like he just doesn't want to see me as much as I want to see him. It really tears me up inside. I just don't know. I can't get like this. Gah I am depressed.