I think I understand love?

I don't know, I've been thinking a little lately. Love is complicated. I think if two people are in love, they want to spend time together. They lay aside certain times to enjoy eachother's company, go on dates....just spend time together. I don't know if I've ever really experienced love. I feel like sometimes I put too much effort into the current relationship I am in . I feel like he just doesn't want to see me as much as I want to see him. It really tears me up inside. I just don't know. I can't get like this. Gah I am depressed. 

I miss Summer.

I've been thinking a lot lately.I miss everything about last summer! I Had the best time of my life. One of the things I miss the most are the servers I worked with. They came over to the U.S. from Russia. I miss them all sooooooooo much, sadly they aren't coming back this summer D:......ill attach a few pictures :P

ello.

well, i figured since i'm cool ill start a blog, thats all for now :x